...shOcks..

its September 1, finally..
I don't know if i will be happy or sad..
Well actually, today is our first monthsary, but then he didnt even cared to text me.
My friends told me that he might be busy doing something special for me..
Owsss? Talaga LAng ha?
I dont know what hes doing right now..
i know hes working, pwo kahit isang text lang di naman gumawa..
Shocks..
sana may mangyari mamaya..
maaga pa naman..
hope so...

...NO CLASS...

I went at school around 12pm, thinking we have a quiz in database..
Sa dihang pag-baba jud naku sa jip, my classmates told me that sir is not around
because he will be attending a seminar..shocks..
then when i enter the school, nag-joke pa ang mga classmates ko..
na postpone to 3pm daw ang exam namin. pero hindi ako naniwala
coz i know that wala talagang class..
kaya now, andito kami ngayon sa internet cafe..busy posting some articles
in our blogs..well guess, blogs is use for online diary??
hindi rin ata...
gosh, cant wait till saturday..weeeh...
guess niyo na lang kung anong event..
excited na me....

...ObstAcLes in Life...

"I'm nOt that stRong enough tO fight the challenges in my Life. I'm weak, weAker thAn what everybody thinks I am.. "

Sometimes, I tend to speak those words from my mind. Hindi ako magaling. Mahina ako. I'm weak, thus everybody thinks I'm not. When I get hurt, I cried. I cried my heart out. Parang isang batang di alam kung saan papunta. Isang batang ninakawan ng pagkain ng astig na kaklase. In school, I always smile, laugh, yell. As if no problem at all. But behind those laughs and smile is a pain i feel inside. I'm nOt that stRong enough tO fight the challenges in my Life. I'm weak, weAker thAn what everybody thinks I am. I cant stand alone. I'm afraid to be alone. Kahit saan ako magpunta, merong kasama, dahil ayoko sa lahat na ako lang lumalaban mag-isa. Ayoko na sa akin lang mapunta ang problema. I'm bad, what you think? Mandamay ba ng ibang tao. But this is me. A Loser. Takot humarap sa problema, takot sa pagbabago, takot sa unos na maaring dumating sa buhay ko. Obstacles? Phobia ko yan, but I know I will never get rid of it...

Since this is the meaning of Life sa lahat.

..the wOrds of God..

If you puff yourself up you'll get the wind knocked right out of you.

Proverbs 16:18 says, "Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall." This principle can be clearly seen in the life of King Nebuchadnezzar, the King of Babylon, by examining Daniel chapter 4.

King Nebuchadnezzar started out praising God and giving Him the credit: "It is my pleasure to tell you about the miraculous signs and wonders that the Most High God has performed for me. How great are his signs, how mighty his wonders! His kingdom is an eternal kingdom; his dominion endures from generation to generation" (Daniel 4:2-3). Here, Nebuchadnezzar is humble.

However, over the course of a year, something happened that caused the king to begin to take credit for his circumstances: "As the king was walking on the roof of the royal palace of Babylon, he said, 'Is not this the great Babylon I have built as the royal residence, by my mighty power and for the glory of my majesty?' " (Daniel 4:29-30, italics added). Nebuchadnezzar is no longer giving God credit. Instead, he is full of pride and is puffing himself up.

However, as is always the case, "Pride goes before destruction." So, God punished Nebuchadnezzar by sending him out to live like a wild animal for seven years (See Daniel 4:31-33).

Then, Daniel 4:34 records the king's response: "At the end of that time, I, Nebuchadnezzar, raised my eyes toward heaven, and my sanity was restored." Interestingly, the king said that his pride caused him to lose his sanity and that now, as a result of being humbled by God, his sanity was restored. In order to humble him, God humiliated him. Indeed, a humiliating experience will almost always humble someone.

The chapter concludes with Nebuchadnezzar's reflection: "Now I, Nebuchadnezzar, praise and exalt and glorify the King of heaven, because everything he does is right and all his ways are just. And those who walk in pride he is able to humble" (Daniel 4:37).

...a poem of love...

One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide, and made my pains his prey.
Vain man, said she, that dost in vain assay
A mortal thing so to immortalize!
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eek my name be wiped out likewise.
Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise
To die in dust, but you shall live by fame:
My verse your virtues rare shall eternize,
And in the heavens write your glorious name;
Where, whenas death shall all the world subdue,
Our love shall live, and later life renew.