...ObstAcLes in Life...

"I'm nOt that stRong enough tO fight the challenges in my Life. I'm weak, weAker thAn what everybody thinks I am.. "

Sometimes, I tend to speak those words from my mind. Hindi ako magaling. Mahina ako. I'm weak, thus everybody thinks I'm not. When I get hurt, I cried. I cried my heart out. Parang isang batang di alam kung saan papunta. Isang batang ninakawan ng pagkain ng astig na kaklase. In school, I always smile, laugh, yell. As if no problem at all. But behind those laughs and smile is a pain i feel inside. I'm nOt that stRong enough tO fight the challenges in my Life. I'm weak, weAker thAn what everybody thinks I am. I cant stand alone. I'm afraid to be alone. Kahit saan ako magpunta, merong kasama, dahil ayoko sa lahat na ako lang lumalaban mag-isa. Ayoko na sa akin lang mapunta ang problema. I'm bad, what you think? Mandamay ba ng ibang tao. But this is me. A Loser. Takot humarap sa problema, takot sa pagbabago, takot sa unos na maaring dumating sa buhay ko. Obstacles? Phobia ko yan, but I know I will never get rid of it...

Since this is the meaning of Life sa lahat.